| Riddles |
[04 Dec 2006|09:21pm] |
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Two bodies have I,
Though both joined in one.
The more still I stand,
The quicker I run...
What force and strength
cannot get through,
I, with a gentle touch, can do;
And many in these twisted halls would stand,
Were I not, as a friend, at hand...
I tie and hold, capture and bind,
yet both knights and knaves doth crave me.
I faithfully enslave all within my grasp,
whether or not they seek me.
Yet those who have never felt my unmerciful hand,
are pitied by their fellow Man...
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| Kudaranai |
[01 Dec 2006|06:19am] |
I was in a coma. Comas are interesting. I don't think I'd like to go back into one again.
Watari and Raito won't let me work on the Kira case. They won't even let me look at the papers I took. They keep talking about 'rest' and 'healing' and 'taking a break'.
This is ridiculous. The Kira case does not require me to physically exert myself. All I need is my laptop. I can ever stay in bed with it, but no, they don't want me to get all worked up while my body's still recuperating.
Kudaranai.
Watari eventually conceded enough to bring me a notebook and a phone, with the message that MI6 was on the other line, needing my aid.
( The Case )
( My Actions )
( Wrap-up )
Aiber left my laptop, though Raito disconnected me from the network, so I can't get any information on the Kira case. So right now, I'm doodling in a notebook, trying to come up with ideas to catch Shae.
If anyone has any input, it would be greatly appreciated. I can always use a fresh insight.
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| Winter |
[25 Nov 2006|05:41pm] |
I oftentimes forget that it's winter.
Winter can be so very cold.....
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| Random fact: |
[25 Nov 2006|10:30am] |
Something you may not have known:
This investigation center was built under my direction, following my specifications, under the intention of me being able to know everything that went on inside, as I was virtually certain that someone residing in the facility was Kira. Thus, every single solitary measure to monitor Kira's actions anywhere and allow every area to be secure was taken, and I know everything that goes on in the place.
Still, I find it exceedingly interesting how people still seem to think they can outwit me, on my own ground, no less.
Interesting.....
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| Omoshiroi |
[22 Nov 2006|09:05am] |
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Such chaos has reigned around here. Really, it's all a bit of a surprise, but I suppose it should have been expected.
Apparently while I was out, there was a fire. Watari informed me, assuring me everything was alright and it had been dealt with.
Naturally, later, I went to a look at the camera footage from within the headquarters to find out where the fire was and why, figuring if it had been a short circuit, I could prevent it from happening again.
So I watched the footage.
WELL
Something certianly short-circuited and to cause the fire, but it wasn't the electricity. And something else seemed to try to repair the short-circuit, but only ended up being swept away in the fire as well.
Interesting...
I hope no one got burned.
Matt and Linda handled the actual fire very well, putting it out and then finding Watari to take care of the rest. I was proud of them; very level-headed (except about their stuff getting wet...)
I tried to work on the case later. Keyword being tried. Matsuda and Raito proved impossible to work with, and Mello got hysterical and started cracking up when I asked for his and Near's aid as well, and Near walked away from Mello, unable to watch.
To be expected, I suppose.
Eventually, I got some work done, with Watari's aid. We'll be able to move on with the case soon, taking a more direct approach in catching Kira now.
It's snowing outside right now. It's beautiful, so quiet and peaceful and cold.
It reminds me of someone.
I wonder if they've ever played in the snow.
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| Outside the headquarters |
[13 Nov 2006|10:07pm] |
I went to the park today... Matsuda wanted to talk to me...
( I have something to tell you... )
After I went to the park, I went to see a film.
The film was quite odd. It was called Jisatsu Saakuru; Suicide club. It was a sort of social commentary on the state of Japan, and it was rather clever, too. The secret, though, was incredibly easy to figure out, which disappointed me, and the blonde American with the boots disturbed me more than a little bit, too.
I'm at a cyber café now, having a hot chocolate as I watch the rain fall and the people pass by outside. I see their umbrellas drip and their boots splash by, wet with the water from the sky. I wonder where they're going, and why they're outside in the rain, watching as they all pass by.
I don't feel like going home tonight.
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| ^^ |
[11 Nov 2006|04:58am] |
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Ne, I have been so busy since we got back to Japan that I've completely forgotten to update this journal! I've been hooking all the equipment back up, reading over all the work the other investigators did, profiling key people in the Yotsuba group, and just generally running around trying to get everything done.
I feel bad for those I brought here with me. As I've just been regoing over everything fifty times, there's not really anything for them to do here, and I'm not sure if they no enough Japanese yet to go out on their own. Perhaps we could invite Raito-kun's sister here to play with them. They don't seem inclined to play on their own.
Matsuda-san is acting funny lately. He keeps shooting me odd looks when I'm going over figures with Raito-kun or eating a sweet. I'm not quite sure why.
Today, however, I am going to take a break! Everything is re-hooked up and ready to go, so all we have to do now is wait for Yagami-san to look it over and say we did everything right (which we did).
Plus, today is a special day in Japan! Well, not really, as it's just a makeshift imitation of an American holiday on April 28th there, but I think it will be fun to participate in nonetheless!
We need a little excitement around here, anyways..... ^^
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| The Last Day |
[05 Nov 2006|11:05pm] |
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Today was the last day at Wammy's House.
I spent most of the day walking around, saying good-bye to Linda and the others that I'll be leaving behind. They were sad to see me go, as always, but it was a comfort to know that I'm not leaving all of them for now.
After that, I was feeling a bit melancholy, so I went back to the room and helped Raito to pack. I like helping Raito out with things.....
Raito-kun and I went out tonight, to celebrate the ending of a great trip. He took me to a restaraunt that I rather enjoyed. It was much fun just to sit and talk with him.
I'll be sad to leave Wammy's House behind again. I'm just glad that I can always go back.
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| *shivers* |
[05 Nov 2006|11:05am] |
I feel rather cold today.....
I'm not quite sure as to why.
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| Birthday |
[03 Nov 2006|10:23pm] |
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Today was my birthday.
I slept in rather late, as I was up and about at late times last night for one reason or another, but now, I'm good again.
There was an anonymous cake left outside my door when I woke up reading "Happy Birthday L" on it. The cake I wasn't so much surprised at, but how it was delivered; I'd been hoping to share it with the baker.
So I went to go do just that.
( scene with Near )
Sweets are infinitely sweeter when they're shared, after all.
Went to go see Mello today, also, to see if he was doing any better. He gave me something for my birthday as well.
( scene with Mello }
Later, I went back to Mello's room to keep him company, as he was being punished and had to stay there all day. We played a game of checkers; it was rather fun.
( another scene with Mello )
I spent a long time looking around the house for Matt; I had something to ask/tell him. I couldn't seem to find him; I wonder where he was. I finally found him in the main room the fifth time I looked there, listening to an iPod. Perhaps he just blends in with the world.
( scene with Matt )
Talked with Matsuda via videophone and played a game with him, as he was bored. Matsuda is great fun to amuse, and I was amused in the process as well. Learned an awful lot of disturbing things about him that I never knew...
( scene with Matsuda-san, too )
Went out with Raito-kun also for my birthday. Raito-kun can be very, very sweet sometimes, when he is so inclined.
All in all, very happy birthday to me. ^^
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| Lazy day..... |
[26 Oct 2006|06:14pm] |
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Spent a lazy day around the room and bathroom 'working' with Raito and later working on the Kira case. The others are most impatient for us to return; I think Yagami-san misses his son.
Talked to Roger about the educational opportunities offered to those at Wammy's House and how they may or may not be found lacking. He listened, but he seemed amused. He seems to think I have ulterior motives in mind besides just furthering the learning of those here. Clever man.
Ano... my laptop battery is beeping at me. I think I left it on too long; it needs to recharge.
*considers*
I think I'll go wake Raito-kun up and 'work' with him some more.
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| Reflecting... |
[21 Oct 2006|09:43pm] |
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I've really been enjoying my time here at Wammy's House. It'll be a shame to have to go back to Japan. The investigation team is getting impatient; we won't be able to stay for much longer.
I'll really miss it here, as always. Mostly the people, though.
I don't want to leave them behind.
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| *rolls eyes* |
[09 Oct 2006|05:59pm] |
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Apparently Raito-kun helped Roger hack my journal account to post a message with it, clamouring for help to find my location. I get the feeling Raito already knew where I was, but he figured I'd left the message just so everyone would know that I was alright, not that I particularly wanted to be found.
Raito's astute like that, sometimes.
Near came to talk to me at one point. He didn't insist I come down or anything; he just let me know that he cared, in his own quiet way. It made me feel better inside.
I heard Near and Mello arguing outside, too. Near sounded cold and curt, a lot more than he normally shows. Mello got mad, too. I hope he didn't hurt Near again.
Near posted on his journal, later, something about a broken glass. Sometimes I wonder if Near realizes he's just as ambigious as I am, with his allusions and metaphors and symbols. I can understand what he means with the glass, though, and it makes me feel bad again.
I stayed up in the tree, thinking for a long time, about everything and nothing at once. I watched the trees in the wind and the sun set behind the hills.
Eventually, Raito came out of the house, heading directly to the tree I was in, without even bothering to look up the others. I wonder how it was that he knew exactly where I was. He looked up, the sunset luminating his features, and he started climbing up.
He didn't even stop to talk to me at the base. He just swung himself up and pulled himself onto the branches as if he'd been doing it his whole life, which surprised me. Climbing trees didn't seem like a dignified thing that Raito would do.
He sat up there with me and we talked for a while, before we climbed back down. I felt better after that; more stable, less teetery.
I wandered off to go find Roger and let him know I was alright. He was exasperated at my childishness, but I explained myself, and then he was just glad that I was alright.
Now, I'm curled up in the main room with a cup of hot chocolate, reading forums on Kira on the laptop. Raito mentioned that Near or Mello might want to talk to me, and perhaps I should be accessible to them, instead of hiding back in the room with him.
I could talk to them now, I think. My thoughts are in order, now, and I feel better.
But who knows what the future might bring.
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[09 Oct 2006|03:03am] |
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Home is not where you live but where they understand you.
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| Wammy's House - Day 5 - Evening |
[04 Oct 2006|09:35pm] |
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Ian Van Dahl - Try |
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((scene takes place after the honeymoon, after L talked to Near, and after L talked to Mello, but before L talks to Mello about his little 'guest', as that happens the next day))
((scene also cuts off due to inappropriate content and for the sake of the children))
I talked to Raito tonight.
( in their room )
I did not know 'talking' could take so much energy out of someone...
Learn something new every day.
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| Wammy's House - Day 5 - Morning |
[27 Sep 2006|08:06pm] |
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New Future - Changin' my World |
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This morning I made Raito-kun take me to the fair.
... for our honeymoon.
*grins*
^^
( The Honeymoon )
*goes off whistling*
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| Wammy's House - Day 4 |
[24 Sep 2006|10:22pm] |
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Today I didn't feel particulary well (had a horrid nightmare last night), so Raito-kun went off to work on the Kira case in another room by himself. I was supposed to stay in bed, but I got up and walked around a little bit, anyway, because I didn't want to stay in the same room. I stopped and talked to Mello for a bit and had breakfast wth him, before stopping by to see Near for a while, before going back to my our room again.
I got back in bed (still feeling poorly) and went on my laptop for the majority of the day, looking at all the neat features on this journal site.
Did you know you could edit your profile with HTML? I didn't! I know I could customize how my journal looked, but I never knew I could do stuff with the user profile! So I customized that.
*is having fun*
There are so many fun communities on here, too! I argued with some people on a "kira's servants" community, but they were being mean, so I had to hack into the site and disable their community.
Ooh! I also found a fun LJ community called ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) marry_a_ljuser. It's where you pretend to marry another LJ-user and post that you're married on your profile page. I commented on Raito's journal to ask him to marry me, but I don't know if he took it seriously.
I managed to get up later and go to dinner, although I still felt rather poor. Roger expressed his concern over me, while Misa just made some smart remark about my eye-circles, which I ignored.
After dinner, I went back to bed. Raito-kun was still looking up stuff on the Yotsuba group, so I let him be, even though it was getting kind of late.
I hope he comes to bed soon. It's lonely cold without him nearby.
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